This area is like a big therapy session for me and perhaps a few out there can relate to some of the events that I feel the necessity to write about even if only to myself! I have found that exploring and actually thinking about how and the why (even if the what and the why at the time were and still wrong) to recount the feelings I had fell can only be a positive for me in the encounters with the future I will be making decisions in…one can learn from ones mistakes and triumphs from the past…if we just take note and be honest to our selves