THE STRENGTH OF THE BOND
Jonny reflects on past online dating experiences, seeking to fill a void, yet remaining hopeful for meaningful connection.
Jonny reflects on past online dating experiences, seeking to fill a void, yet remaining hopeful for meaningful connection.
GOING THROUGH SOME OF MY OLD WRITING FROM A TIME WHEN I WAS HEAVILY INTO ONLINE DATING…WAS ON A MISSION TO FIND A PARTNER…
I REALIZED THAT ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO WAS FILL A VOID IN MY LIFE, AS FAST AS I COULD!
I “FELL” IN LOVE (TO A CERTAIN DEGREE!) WITH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THE WOMAN I MET DURING THAT 3 YEAR STRETCH >>>OMG>>>
WAS I A BIT UNBALANCED OR WHAT! TRYING TO PROVE I WAS A VIABLE CATCH FOR A (ANY) “LADY IN WAITING” LOL!!! ALMOST MARRIED ONE! MORE ON THAT STORY AT A DIFFERENT TIME…BUT I CAN SAY MY FEELING AND THOUGHTS THEN WERE TRUE AND SINCERE… AND HAVE ONLY GROWN IN CONVICTION IN THE PASSING OF THE YEARS…THOUGH I AM NO LONGER ACTIVE OR HAVE BEEN FOR MANY YEARS ON ANY DATING PLATFORM (OR CARE TO BE!) I AM STILL OF THE MIND THAT I WILL ENCOUNTER A LADY WITH LIKE MIND AND THOUGHT…AND JUST PERHAPS HAVE A GO AT A MEANINGFUL RELATIONSHIP!
I hope to fall in love
To find a love that makes “two” feel worthy of each other
Love that builds and feeds the flow of each others energy
As not to be content with mere half measures
A love that gives each
The need
The want
The desire
To be carried away
From any weakness
And emerge in strength
A love
who remembers to pray for you – and with you
A love
that believes that conversation does more than just communicate – It heals
I hope to fall in love
With someone who can love you into freedom
Not into confinement
In feelings, In thoughts, In words
A love that makes you always feel you have arrived home